Assalamualaikum, hi everyone. I totally forgot about this blog of mind. It has been years since I wrote in it and I still can't believe that I wrote all those long blogs about those topics of mind. So, today to be exact on the 31/1/2015, I am still on the brink of making decisions on where I should next steer this course of journey of my life. After 3 months of waiting, I just got the offer letter from UiTM for my degree course, Bachelor in Corporate Administration.
I tried to recall on why did I chose this course back then during my final years of Diploma; I guess you can say that I followed my heart without looking back and I ignored my parents thoughts and wishes.
This is partly due to the fact that I am tired of listening to my dad's high hopes of me pursuing in Law day after day and I just can't take it anymore. It's to the point where I just search click and send moment.
Ever since after I got my results for SPM which I only scored 6A's, my dad has encourage and train me to take up law as my course of life and career choice; being a totally naive and introverted person as I am, I just went with his flow and could not care less about my life after high school.
But after years of exhaustion and disappointment, I just got tired of pursuing law. Even during my 3 years of Diploma in UiTM Sarawak I pursued Diploma in Public Administration as it was the closes that I could find having relations with Law as my number one choice university rejected my offer for Law due to the less qualifications to take it. So, indeed my parents and I was disappointed; especially my dad, I mean why wouldn't he be. Right?
I really enjoyed studying during my Diploma years, it was hard making friends as I am not the attachable type of person. It's hard for my batch to get through me as they find me scary because of how I look and dress. I was able to find a close friend till this day, Azizan Syazwani in Semester 4 of Diploma. Pitiful ain't it, I do have friends but there not as close as Jijan and I.
Nevertheless, through all the hardships; I began to start loving the Diploma subjects especially Political Science and ASEAN studies. Those were my favourite two subjects taught by my favourite lecturer, Miss Chai Shin Yi.
Now, I am still on a brink of whether or not I should accept the offer and I have until the 9th of Feb 2015 to decide. Searching and researching, google-ing everything there is to know and learn about this very course from pass seniors. I cannot be fooled of course, I know that I need to stand strong without swaying from the hateful words of other people saying that I cannot do it.
Can I be this person that the words below are referring to?
