Assalamualaikum ja, this is a letter especially for you. I've known you for about 3 years since Diploma and frankly, I don't know much about you. Whatever it is, getting to be friends with such a smart girl like you is really a blast. We did drift apart after semester 1 of Diploma; but we stayed connected. I am a kiasu, I don't really like it when someone else is better than I am in almost every subject. However, you stayed humble through my arrogance and Kiasu-ness.
We had our ups and downs throughout Diploma; you were the one I met who became my friend before anyone else did. I remembered when you approached me during semester 1, we became close for awhile, walking together to classes, eating together, heck we even spent Ramadhan together going to bazaar's and stuff.
I'm sorry that we drifted apart because I was such a Kiasu; chasing grades as if it were my life that I forgot about our friendship. You always gave me good advices, even though it hurts a lot. Whatever you said really stab me in the heart but it also opened my eyes and my mind. I am still the girl with low self confidence, low self esteem and I can never beat that power of will and confidence that you have. We still got the offer to pursue our degree in the same campus and I was absolutely glad to know that you got the same spot even though we got different courses; but I'm still not sure whether I'll be going and this might be the last chance to meet you.
This is cheesy, I know.
Hoping that I can make the right decisions; I just want to say Thank you for everything. The competition, the friendship, the love and the advice. You are my friend and will always be my friend. I'm sorry for all the troubles I've caused you and I'm sorry for not being able to say it in person.
All the best in life! Nur Hajar Ahmad, you can do it!
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